My whole life, am destined to be an idiot.
A person w no brain, just pure stupid and dumb.
A person who's not given priority to those I prioritize,
believing everything that ppl say which all are obviously lies,
being used and taken for granted,
seeing things way too simply,
being too naive and innocent and gullible,
end up...... I get hurt.

I keep telling myself, I can handle.
Everybody can just leave me.
I thought am strong enough.

I thought.... I lived well.
Only to realize, I failed.
Omg, down moments of my life yet again.
I ask myself, what is it that is bothering me and making me so moody?
But I can't find an answer.
I guess it's just all the lil stuffs which eventually add to a whole big lot.

I hate myself for being emo.
I WANT TO JUST DIE.
Somebody kill me, pls. Tyvm.