Idk whether to laugh, or cry.
Laugh at my stupidity.
Cry over myself being a damn joke.

Talk bout trust. Even harder now.
This wall, is gonna get higher and thicker.
Not letting anyone in, esp guys.
Coz guys are jerks, bastards.
Yes, this is a sweeping statement but idgaf. I like to judge. Just let me be.

Sigh. I need someone to talk to.
I want someone to be here for me.
But then again, I wanna be alone.

You, why are you in army.
If not I'd ask you out for supper to hear me whine.....