I don't like this, really.
I don't like cny anymore, I dread the house visitings, I hate being asked if I have a bf, I dislike giving fake smiles and answering 'no I don't'.

Esp when sis is marrying off nov this year. The pressure..... And then at least now I still have her w me to kill boredom. How can I even survive without her...... Things will be so different. I don't even wanna go think bout it.

Sobs. Nobody will understand~ Am so weak right I feel like crying now lol. Sis will probably laugh out loud aft reading this post humph.